In life, you will really come to a point where you have to STOP as in both its literal and figurative sense to just contemplate on certain things. Assessing my life for the past few years is an avenue for that "stop-and-think-for-a-while-moments". For me, it would always involve a lot of sighs and sleepless nights, a lot of eating and messed up thought going around my mind.
Finally, when you get lost in transition for a while your thoughts are getting much clearer. I'm glad that part of my character has not lost its spark for doing things that I really love to do, for sticking with my belief in having social significance. Yes, it is a chance, a risk, that I had to take to leave all things behind; quit my job and to step out of the corporate world.
On a much up close and personal perspective, I also have to take risks with something I'm not sure where it will lead me. These situations have indeed made me stronger, have widened my used to be narrow perceptions on life and have finally provided leeway for my emotional needs. But one thing is for sure, my rationality as a person would always bring me back to the rightful place.As what they always say, use your heart but when you get lost use your head to come back.
