Funny why my memories out of the blue drifted back to my kindergarten days...lol..I guess this could be one of the manifestations of me wanting to be in "I-wish-my life is-a-bit-less-comlpicated" line of thought. I wish I could go back to linger on the days when I was in my cute costume as Cinderella,when life was still simple, when my life was still protected and sheltered. But of course though that would be the most insane thought I could think of, i know deep inside I am happy as to how matured I've become throughtout the years.And just like any other stories, events will have to touchbase with reality. So when Cinderella came back to her senses when the clock striked 12, I in turn realized...
...that ironies in life have its way of surprising you. I remember the one who became my evil step sister in our cinderella play who is now my long-time bestfriend for a decade already. Ironic,eh?! Before I would always place myself in my comfort zone, be surrounded by people who love me, who like me and experience situations that are favorable to me. Yet, there is a broad spectrum of life ahead;tough lessons that i still have to learn and so I would dare go to explore the strangest places, meet the craziest people and yet appreciate the good in them; be loved and be hated for being who you are without stepping on other person's feelings and accept that life, in general, will never be easy. This is how I get to appreciate life; by learning it even the hard way.
....that if you want to have a happy ending you have to make it happen and that the prince charming we know as someone who is perfect in his shining armor is but just a creation of our fantasy;making us forget that we deal with men,real men who can and will make mistakes. And that every perfect scenario is but just a wishful thinking we have to overcome before it lures us to doom.
I myself believe in fate, in destiny, in serendipity, in taking chances. But I couldnt just wait, I have to do something for it to take place. I have to constantly pray and hope and when the right one comes along, don't ever let him go.. However, that is not where the story ends and so I'd like to leave it all up to HIM to finish and write my own happy ending...;)
I myself believe in fate, in destiny, in serendipity, in taking chances. But I couldnt just wait, I have to do something for it to take place. I have to constantly pray and hope and when the right one comes along, don't ever let him go.. However, that is not where the story ends and so I'd like to leave it all up to HIM to finish and write my own happy ending...;)
