Dreams…This is the only venue where I can see you again, laugh with you just like the old times…the way we used to… Its’ been almost a year… Are you happy there? I hope so… Many things have already changed and events have passed. But our yearning to be with you again hasn't changed and will never change.

Yesterday night, I dreamt of you together with our other bearians… When I woke up it made me think, this was the only time you visited me again in my dreams…I hope you are not scaring me..hehehe..

In my dreams, we were all in a graduation pictorial… and you were wearing a white dress. I don’t know what it meant but for sure you want to send some important message not only for me but to other bearians as well.

At least even in dreams…we can be with you…We can feel some sense of reality though we know that when we woke up and open our eyes, we just have to face the truth that you’re really gone.I love you so much and BC4f loves you so much too. We pray for your soul and I know you are happy with God now...