Last saturday, I attended my very cute and adorable god daughter, Nathalie Gabriel's christening. But prior with me attending the baptism is my yearning to go to the place I really love the most where I can just walk and appreciate nature, very carefree and relaxing. Beyond my appreciation for nature is the fact that the place I haven't visited for almost a year, was my home for four years. I just miss elbi..anything and everything n it especially the people I havent seen for a while. Its really nice to go back to the place that has become a big part of yourself.
I guess I'm just being too melodramatic nowadays..again..haha yes here comes the word.."again". Well stress would always knock on your door if not 24/7 in your entire existence, except for sleeping time..lol..
But yes aside from being stressed out, I miss a lot of things. When I mean "miss", I connote two meanings. One is that I miss the people I haven't kept in touch with for almost a year and the second, I lost the opportunity and the events I could have experienced if not for the profession I have. I am not fretting, in fact I enjoy it I just wont admit that I want to do a lot of things I know time constraints won't allow me.
I miss being a student. haaha ayeah ironic.. coz out of the 15 years of my life all i do was to complain about my studies, research papers,thesis...hahaha But now I realized I want to achieve more...
So im hoping to start my masters next year and be a much more balanced person hahaha